new relationship begins..

well, today my parents will be back soon.. huhu.. mama says that they will checkout in the afternoon and they might arrive in the evening.. hope for the safe journey to all of you, mama, papa and munir.. amin..

yesterday, i managed to call my friend, azroy.. he thought that i like him.. well, actually i feel the same.. but, i still not sure whether i like him seriously or not.. he said that he knew it based on my actions of calling him frequently.. well, i don't know what to say.. coz, to me.. i call him frequently is just to listen to his voice.. and, for sure.. all of this are new to me.. and, i knew his birth date.. it is 23/5/1986.. well, i got it when he gives me time for meeting face-to-face.. what should i do? i unable to make it.. coz, i know my parents will not allow me to do so..

fortunately, he extended the time to 31/12/2009.. thanks a lot.. but, still i'm not sure whether i can make it or not.. coz, my parents will keep an eye to me.. huhu.. and, to shorten it.. we have come up with various ideas and strategies.. all cannot be used coz, the problem is lied on me.. you know.. on me!! hmm.. what can i say, wait and see.. ALLAH know what is good for me and what is bad for me.. so, if it is good for me, HE will allow me to do so, and HE will able to make it to become reality.. am i right?

not only that, i got to know that he clashed with his soulmate due to silly reason.. you know what? well.. the girl mentioned that she frusted with him coz, he did not call her at the night of hari raya.. for me, i think that the girl is just seeking for any reasons to separate.. that's all.. when he make a mistake, then.. it is the right time to shoo him out of her life.. that's my opinion.. don't believe it fully, okay..

i also got to know that he will continue his studies at usm sintok in degree of science humanities.. pjj, of course.. that's good of him.. and, i got to know that he is a smoker.. it is against my life principle.. for sure, i can't bear with a smoker.. what should i do? should i continue this relationship or not? i'm in dilemma.. huhu.. ALLAH, please help me to sort this out.. i'm in difficult situation.. coz, it involves several hearts.. not only me.. but, my parents, siblings, relatives and him.. i can only pray for the best solution to it.. just wait and see.. have to go rite now.. have a nice day..