not ready..

today, i will have a test.. but, i haven't read all of the whole chapter.. what should i do? for sure, i have to read all of the chapters.. what a question! well, the test is at 8.30pm sharp.. after that, i will have to attend a masec meeting.. what a busy person.. hehe.. but, i still feel nervous at this rate of time.. and, i try to calm myself down.. i say to myself, when all of this finish, i will feel happy and in a big relief.. insya ALLAH.. actually, there is no purpose of my life.. it's means that i live for nothing.. i just follow my fate and the wave of the world.. i feel that i can't go against the wave as others do.. i am helpless.. so, i make up my mind that i will do as i wish.. so, i will not regret when the time for me to go back have come.. so, take it easy, nova.. all will end sooner..