finally, quack found his destination..

today, i feel a bit sad.. coz, my quack have someone in his heart.. huhu.. well, i have shed my tears last night.. that's really pain.. coz, before this.. my quack was stuck with a girl, and the girl was finally married to her friend.. and, left him behind.. i know he is sad at that time.. but, i still don't show my true feeling to him.. i don't know how to show it.. and, again today..

i see he is happy with a sweet and demure girl.. i know who she is.. she is good in everything.. that's what happen right now.. so, i accept this fate unwillingly as i don't make any move at the first place.. coz, i am a very shy person.. i only pray for him at the deepest of my heart.. just that! so, you know that how i was abandoned rite now.. just because of my shyness.. poor, nova!!

so, i tell myself.. this is the road you have choose nova.. you have to bear with any pain and grief that you will get from your choice.. do you still remember that you have said earlier.. you will get him off if he find his girl.. do you remember, nova? yeah.. that's really make me sad.. i will not show you any feeling towards you, my quack..

quack, i hope you will be happy wherever you are.. i hope you will find what you really want in your life.. may that girl makes you happy.. and, i hope that girl can see who you are and take good care on you.. quack, if you are happy.. i will be happy.. so, promise me that you will be happy until the day ends..

and, i will continue my life as possible as i can.. with all my friends, especially azroy.. huhu.. i still think he is my friend.. not a lover.. and, senior zaidi.. that's my fake brother.. well, in other words.. abang angkat.. huhu.. i hope i can make my heart as a stone forever and ever.. nobody can hurt it.. as i have make it hurt once, at this time when quack finally find a girl that suit him..

p/s: quack, you are my best memory that i will never had with other guys.. coz, you are the first person who introduce to me what i don't know before.. thanks for everything.. and, goodbye..